hey mine story is ::::::::::
see my 10 th result was not a big bang i got 87% managing 89 in maths and 98 in science ,i m happy but my parents are not ,not my fault they doesnt got tution. i slept for hours after result, first time i am completely aimless seriously it sucks.As 1-2 members of my family already tried and unfortunetly cant make up my parents decided not to prepare me for IIT .so i never bother take admission into daswani a aieee institute (BUT U KNOW THESE INSTITUTE ARE CRAPS U CAN HIT AT AIEEE ONLY IF U AIM AT JEE)
whole 11th i m all mesed up with all those bansalities ,resonace ,career point around me it sucks again.few people even call me Daswani but somehow i keep my standard high than daswani always managing good scores in test .
By end term of 11th i forgot abt competion stop going to daswani try to get good score in exams but fails managing 63% .again i m aimless i dont wana join daswani ,dont wana join bansal(caz economic reasons i dont wana burden myself that i am wasting my parents money) either institute is crap or fee is tall suddenly a friend of mine suggested me INFINITY , i go for trials ,all teachers are iitian themselves , i answer most of question ,teaceher are impress , they taught logically first time i tasted good teaching i am so excited .They make my mind towards jee .then came my first test being from fresher batch still i managed 4th overall teachers praised me ,i work hard now somehow taste of sucess was driving my spirit for studying. then i got 3rd then in next 1st that was a land and first time in life i feel i can crack jee laeast managing 3-4000 air .then i became overconfident using stupid techniques for answers i can find easily putting B option in all ques wid 4marks -1 negative .huh but somehow things work i still manage ranks but i m going down then came a phase of huge physical , finacial and mental problems on my family ..x11th boards are near dont know what drive me that time but i study like mad dogs i planned to finish jee preparations week before boards and managed quiet , my course for board is completed before day every exam so revision so obvisiously i rocked in exams ,and being prepared for jee xiith seem low on standards , not a question usally missed but i m not happy the day my board are over i bought a pack of card play wid my family and next day i m back to study wid a bang (GUZS I M NOT SO SERIOUS BUT CONDITON DROVE ME OUT)
I study hard but still lot of course i cant revise all things i read all those 2 years ,so i became frustated and mad day before jee i hav lots of things to revise and ya hav to move to my jee centre was out of city so me and my dad moved at 5 evening do u beleive i took 5 big books for me to revise for. way relax me a bit sort of rain a thought struck me next time i came to this city(where centre is ) i would be a iitian and in a car . ok that night rained power gone ,damn mosquitos i study in lamp late at 2 o clock feel slipry before exams .excitation cross its limit my heart was like anything . i tried my stupid techique and fill oprions u wont beleive few quest i didnt bother to touch just fill option B in them . i am happy abt my paper thought would clear ,slept hapily that day next day found key matches happilily , worst part first 5 wrong then 1 -2 right then again wrong i fell ill sick soon tears my eyes ,my parents they ask me what and i m all my tears i failed my family i know thier heart was broked i ate few bites but i feel all dark.so better i fall asleep I NEVER WANTED TO CAME BACK TO LIFE " but my parents made me wake .then my friend arrived he has also failed so we share experience and it feel damn damn damn damn tooo better .dont know y i was enegised to aieee i do slove a solved paper a day it helped a lot meanwhile i give VIT then on the day of aieee i wake up early thinking to study but i feel urge to leave all and listen songs for 2 hours full volume it feel damn too good in the paper right from first question i never use stupid techniques but only logical until i get right answer point to point at last 5 mins i use stupid tecnique on 5-6 questions and leave paper. i feel ok abt paper never i dicussed never i match answer key then came my 12 th result i got 96 im maths 85 in chem and 89 in physics my parents are happy me too , so i prepare hard for BITSAT at bitsat high AC is teasing me but i completed paper and start praying but between prayer score flashes 261 marks (good but not enough for engineering stream) i feel nothing at all ya meanwhile iit result says "YOU ARE UNQULIFIED "SUCKS
and vit says 8182 rank so u see not much to boost abt things are silent for 1-2 days then thought of going to a bad collage or drop and again that hell was making me ill .
then one day i feel almost sick and fall asleep at 7 o clock ,next day half in sleep i saw the newspaper it says "AIEEE TOPPER BLA BLA BLA" it struck me oh i hav a hope aieee and then my friend came we use to go for morning walk when he found my resullt has come he says i can show u on my mobile i siriosly dont want to see at all i resisted i said first hav a walk or after seeing result i wont be able to walk but he is damn rigid so i told him my roll no. whole family seeing him like i cant say
i sit near him then it opens ( me and my family are expexting atleast around 10,000 to 15000)having seen my vit result ,so then it opens and he said 3589 aunty my mom say wow!!!!!
i say abe see properly it may bee state rank he say state rank 512 i still cant beeive i say see my numbers he say 195 of 315 i still cant beleive i grab his phone and saw myself i feeel like a have drank a whole bottle of cons H2SO4 .but to confirm i went to his home seeing same result thwn phones and congress and all ,all i remeber that day i feel if i feel asleep this dream would be over but ya following days are best part of my life until now!!!!!
and ya i m doing computer engineeering from mnit jaipur right now ................hope this long story will tell u abt god ,faith ,hard work , how not to mess in exams ,
and ya most of all u r hard work remains noted in god small diary which he will see soon or later
:lastly i being fresher i never gave another try to jee (i regret sometimes)
